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effortlessly, my own

I think I like daisies, particularly the smaller ones, because they almost pass as weeds unlike other flashy flowers. . . . Not a flat, Not an apartment by road, Not my father's house, Not my man's A house of my own. With vases full of daisies, my pillow and my porch. Few books piled on the other slippers by the bed;  a coffee mug  on the table made of white oak With footprints of my wet feet , as I tiptoe from shower to my room A room with canopy of cream linen. And a garden of daisies I  grew on my own With post-it notes on refrigerator,  inside jokes. On the kitchen island: Some electricity bills, few grocery lists Loads of unfinished artsy canvas, and the many glasses I own Daises in the cozy corner with chairs that fold; Living room dancing on the rug, not too old A place I can rest, light as snow No one to guide, No one to scold No one to know, no one too cold Filled with daisies and Love A place,  effortlessly, my own.

Oranges & Unrequited love

"Come out and haunt me, i know you want me. " . . .  i peeled my own orange today, like i did yesterday too, i do my own laundry and i fold my clothes i write my poems, i tie laces of my shoe i put on two pair of socks because my feet are always cold i make my own coffee, i take some flowers home i count till five and i let breaths out, a few. i push me through, i pull myself from, i would peel pomegranates, if he ever asks me to   i wait, i waited , i am waiting i will so a perfect moment when i can lay down  on my bed, making sure no one catches me though "don't know, don't understand" never see it coming, but knows when it'll go an airplane passing over your head , and you'll know i ask you to let me peel your orange, "let me know" you let me know how sad the pith on my oranges make you   i will peel my own oranges i won't ask you to; i won't tell you to ask me again you owe me enough...